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Lord of all creation - I come to You now in the name of this Jesus I have heard about.  I was born into a sinful world and have lived in ignorance and rebellion to Your truth.  Jesus, I accept You as God manifested in the flesh, born as an offering for my sins.  Born to pay the price I am unable to pay - the price required for restored fellowship with my Creator.

I am sorry for all my sins and turn away from them. Please forgive me and make me a vessel fit for Your use.  I release any bitterness or unforgiveness in my heart and ask You to deal with those situations.  I believe You were born of a virgin, died on the cross, rose from the dead on the third day, ascended into heaven and are now sitting at the right hand of the Father, making intercession for me.

You are now Lord of my life.

JESUS IS COMING SOON! HOW SHALL WE ESCAPE IF WE NEGLECT SO GREAT A SALVATION?

Confess Jesus before men and He will confess you before the Father.
Take me home now please.

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WE STAND WITH ISRAEL!

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nov 18, 2025 - is your balance sheet showing
a profit or a loss


"for what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?" mark 8:36

this powerful question from Jesus Christ in challenges the way people measure success and fulfillment.  it reminds us that no amount of wealth, power, or earthly achievement is worth sacrificing our soul — our true, eternal essence.  this verse is deeply philosophical and spiritual, urging people to reflect on their priorities in life.

the soul represents the eternal and spiritual part of a person, while "the whole world" symbolizes material wealth, status, and earthly success.  Jesus is making a stark comparison between these two: the world is temporary, but the soul is eternal.  money, possessions, and status all fade away with time.  and secondly, the soul’s worth is immeasurable, yet people often trade it for fleeting pleasures, greed, or selfish ambitions.  (remember how esau sold his heritage for a bowl of porridge?).  no matter how much power or riches a person acquires, if they lose their moral and spiritual integrity, they have ultimately lost everything.

Jesus spoke these words to His disciples and the crowd following Him.  He had just told them about His coming suffering, death, and resurrection.  peter, who could not comprehend why the Messiah would suffer, rebuked Him.  in response, Jesus taught a lesson on self-denial, sacrifice, and the cost of following Him.

this verse is part of a broader teaching where Jesus calls His followers to "take up their cross" and follow Him.  He was challenging them to think beyond earthly concerns and focus on spiritual life. 

even today, people struggle with the same temptation to prioritize success, comfort, and personal gain over spiritual well-being and moral integrity.  in today’s fast-paced, materialistic world, this verse is more relevant than ever.  society often equates success with: wealth and financial prosperity, fame and social status, power and influence or ahievements and career advancements.  many people pursue these goals at any cost—sacrificing their ethics, personal relationships, inner peace, and even mental health.  but is it worth it?

consider real-life examples: corporate scandals where people compromise ethics for profit, celebrities and public figures who seem to have it all but struggle with depression, addiction, or emptiness, ordinary individuals who prioritize career over family and later regret missing out on meaningful relationships.  the words of Jesus challenge us to ask: "are we truly fulfilled by worldly success, or is there something deeper we should seek?"

what does it mean to "lose your soul"?  losing one’s soul does not necessarily mean physical death but refers to: moral and spiritual decay – when people lose their values and integrity, a lack of true purpose – living for material success rather than deeper meaning, eternal separation from God - prioritizing worldly things over faith can lead to eternal consequences.

a person might appear successful externally but feel empty inside.  this verse reminds us that a life disconnected from spiritual and moral values leads to ultimate loss.

to live a meaningful and spiritually rich life, we should: prioritize inner fulfillment over external success – seek joy, purpose, and peace rather than just money or fame, live with integrity – make ethical choices, even when difficult, cultivate spiritual growth – through prayer, self-reflection, or faith-based practices, and finally we must value relationships over possessions – invest time in family, friends, and helping others.

this does not mean wealth or success is bad; rather, they should not come at the cost of one’s soul.  true success balances material achievements with spiritual and moral well-being.

Jesus’ question is a timeless reminder to evaluate our priorities.  it urges us to focus on what truly matters — our character, integrity, and spiritual well-being rather than temporary worldly gains.  when that was asked by a pastor i once had, a nan in the congregation simply said, "that's what you are."

success is not inherently wrong, but the real question is: at what cost?  a person who remains true to their values and faith will ultimately find a more fulfilling and meaningful life.

nov 18, 2025 - profit or loss



nov 18, 2025 - scripture or thought for the day


"but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law." gal 5:22-23

today we cover the fruit of goodness.  “do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.” rom 12:21. the goodness of the world has a limit and its limit is simple; if you do good to me then I will do good to you.  this is the best man can come up with.  the problem is man was created to be like God and God does good no matter what happens, not because things are always good around Him, but because He is always good.

Jesus told all of His followers to do the same.  in the same way, God was good to us, at all times, in the midst of all of our evil and sin, so we should also do good to everyone who treats us well and to those that treat us badly.

we are to do good constantly.  not because good is done unto us, but because we strive to be good as He is good.  this is what Jesus was referring to in matthew 5:43-48.  and since He explains it way better than I could ever, i’ll finish this fruit with the words of Jesus.

“you have heard that it was said, ‘you shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ but I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust.

“for if you love those who love you, what reward have you? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? and if you greet your brethren only, what do you do more than others?  do not even the tax collectors do so?  therefore you shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect.“ matt 5:43-48

goodness IS godliness.  isn't it amazing how just adding an "o" in exclamation awakens our perception?

nov 18, 2025 - scripture or thought for the day

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A SPECIAL MESSAGE
ministry of prayer in action


my mentor, paula rayburn, sat at her kitchen window one morning looking out at the most vacant lots surrounding her square block in alvarado.  she could imagine homes built that would temporarily house abused women and children as they transitioned to a new life.  she worked in community services and counseled many as they came and went (often without all the help they needed).  she was a strong woman of God with a gift of discernment and operated heavily in the ministry of deliverance.  (yes, deliverance is a ministry; one we all need a measure of on occasion.)

that was just a part of her ministry.  she also felt led to do more, as though called to give her life for Jesus.  she formed the ministry of prayer and obtained her authorization from the government, knowing it would take God's guidance alone to accomplish all in her heart.  she officially received her tax-exempt notice in january of 1999.

she has since gone home to our Lord but family and friends continue the work she birthed by one woman's faith in a God of the impossible.

my testimony

unfortunately, i have been in and out of Jesus most of my life.  if i had "stayed in", i would have definitely saved myself much heartache. i suppose it wasn't until 1982 that my lasting commitment began.

i have tried to live my personal witness but never really felt myself "called into ministry".  it wasn't until 1999 when my dear friend paula was led to form the "Ministry of Prayer" -- and somehow she just kind of dragged me along.  i didn't even consent to be on the board for several years -- even though i helped her in every way i could.  i even helped her get her 501(c)3 to be officially recognized as tax exempt.

i have always been kind of a passenger on the bus instead of the driver.  behind-the-scenes is where i feel most useful.  i maintain her websites, do the newsletter, graphics and printing needs.  i have been in the printing industry all my life.

if there are any rewards to be had for my portion, they certainly belong to paula.  and if there is ever any glory, i gladly pass it all up to Jesus.  every time i consider His most precious gift it overwhelms me and tears flow freely.  paula has always said i was a worshiper.

my part

we have since done many wonderful things.  as designated administrator of world outreach, i will only speak of my part and what i know for sure.  our activities have mostly been in nigeria, kenya and in india.  being a small ministry has not limited the scope of lives we touched, influenced and changed.  after all, it only took one Jesus to change the whole world.  it only took - THE Jesus. "therefore God, Your God has anointed You with the oil of gladness more than Your companions." psa 45:7b

we have built homes and churches for those desiring to reach the many lost in their own country.  we have built wells for the thirsty and purchased food for the hungry.  we have clothed many of the naked and comforted their grieving hearts.  all this has been done to christian and muslim alike so the love of Christ would be revealed.  and the little children, how He loves the little children and so do we.

the stories i could relate;  stories of battles and victories against witchcraft and demonic activity as the muslims surrounding did all they could to extinguish us and the work.  and now the whole world is waking up to those same spiritual forces.  assuredly we battle not against flesh and blood but spiritual force in high places.  as i look at the state os israel on the map i say, "but God, she is so small."  but our God is enough!

conclusion

now as i look back at all our work i am honestly surprised God could use such a soul as me.  He can use anyone, even you.  our ministry work still continues in it's many works and now God has allowed this simple soul to reach out to a kind of ministry of her own; a prison ministry.  "for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me." matt 25:35-36

how fitting that God would use my dwindling years to fill out the the assignment we all were given.  it is now a race to see which comes first - the rapture or our long awaited reward; to see Jesus face to face.

have any of us ever stopped to consider how many lives our life touches?  and what kind of affect it has had on them.  there's so much i think i should have, could have and wished i had done different.  so much could have been done better.  but we must be as paul.  "forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead" phil 3:13b  we must all press ahead.  as long as there is breath in my body, let it serve His purposes and His glory.

now before anyone tries to think i boast of myself let me make it plainly clear: we are saved by faith in the atoning blood of Jesus alone.  it's possible to have no faith and no works.  it's also possible to have works and no faith.  but it's impossible to have true saving faith and no works.  christianity is not about faith and works either.  salvation begins with faith alone, but genuine christianity is about a faith that works.  "which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." eph 2:10b

one of my frequent, fervent prayers is that God never be ashamed to be called my God.  we are call christians because are supposed to be Christ-like.  not just in the proper places at the proper times but at all times.  i will forever strive to be called a christian and i pray i never cause shame to be cast on that precious name i an called by.

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I cast out demons by the Spirit of God, surely the kingdom of God has come upon you
We are all just a ripple in the ocean of time.
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"Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know."
Jeremiah 33:3

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