WE STAND WITH ISRAEL!
apr 17. 2026 - scripture or thought for the day
"finally, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give to me on that day, and not to me only but also to all who have loved His appearing." 2 tim 4:8
you’ve probably heard the phrase YOLO — “you only live once.” it’s catchy. it’s been used to justify everything from reckless spending to spur of the moment decisions. but for all its hype, YOLO might be one of the most misleading ideas we’ve embraced.
why? because it implies that this is all there is. that the goal of life is to squeeze out as much pleasure, achievement, or comfort as possible before the clock runs out.
as followers of Jesus, we believe something very different — something that changes everything: you don’t only live once. you live twice. that’s because there’s more to life than this life. we’re not just flesh and bone. we’re eternal souls. this means the daily choices we make not only have an impact now and into the near future — the way we choose to live each day ripples for eternity. over time our choices create a lasting legacy.
legacy is about what we leave behind, and we all have one. how you invest your time, attention, energy, money, and relationships determine the kind of legacy you will have. Jesus taught that our priorities reveal the true direction of our hearts.
when you live with eternity in mind, you begin investing your life differently. you focus less on accumulating temporary rewards and more on building a legacy that lasts beyond this life. you realize the decisions you make and actions you take today can make an eternal difference.
as i’m nearing my eighth, i’ve continue to consider the legacy i want to leave, the eternal impact i want to have on the lives of others for generations to come. legacy matters to me not because i’m nearing the end of life but because i’m more mindful of what remains when i’m no longer in the room.
legacy isn’t about headlines or accolades. it’s about impact. it’s the ripple effect of how you live, love, and lead. legacy accrues based on how you steward all the gifts and resources God entrusts to you during your lifetime.
over my seven decades i’ve learned that life doesn’t hand you clarity — it hands you choices. and how you live based on those choices, over time, reveal what you value most.
one day the impact of what and who you poured your life into will be made clear. on that day we’ll all have what i call the final conversation — a moment before God when we give an account for the life we were given. not just what we did, but why we did it. not just how we behaved, but who we became.
for me, that moment isn’t something i dread. it’s something i prepare for. i don’t live for applause or achievement. i live for that conversation. because when everything is stripped away, only one thing will matter: was i faithful with what i was given? that question clarifies everything.
when you live with eternity in mind, you start asking different questions:
instead of “what do i want today?” you ask, “what will matter forever?”
instead of “how can i win?” you ask, “how can i serve?”
instead of “what’s next?” you ask, “what’s lasting?”

apr 18, 2026 - a diamond in the rough
"the sin of judah is written with a pen of iron; with the point of a diamond it is engraved On the tablet of their heart, and on the horns of your altars" jer 17"1
"all we like sheep have gone astray" isa 53:6 we are as clay in the Master's hand. but He will polish us and refine us, making us shine as a diamond in His hand, fitting for His kingdom.
several years ago there was found in an african mine the most magnificent diamond in the world’s history. it was presented to the king of england to blaze in his crown of state. the King sent it to amsterdam to be cut. it was put into the hands of an expert lapidary. and what do you suppose he did with it?
he took the gem of priceless value, and cut a notch in it. then he struck it a hard blow with his instrument, and lo! the superb jewel lay in his hand cleft in twain. what recklessness! what wastefulness! what criminal carelessness!
not so. for days and weeks that blow had been studied and planned. drawings and models had been made of the gem. its quality, its defects, its lines of cleavage had all been studied with minutest care. the man to whom it was committed was one of the most skillful lapidaries in the world.
do you say that blow was a mistake? nay. it was the climax of the lapidary’s skill. when he struck that blow, he did the one thing which would bring that gem to its most perfect shapeliness, radiance, and jewellecious stone was, in fact, its perfect redemption. for, from those two halves were wrought the two magnificent gems which the skilled eye of the lapidary saw hidden in the rough, uncut stone as it came from the mine.
so, sometimes, God lets a stinging blow fall upon your life. the blood spurts. the nerves wince. the soul cries out in agony. the blow seems to you an appaling mistake. but it is not, for you are the most priceless jewel in the world to God. and He is the most skilled lapidary in the universe.
some day you are to blaze in the diadem of the King. as you lie in His hand now He knows just how to deal with you. not a blow will be permitted to fall upon your shrinking soul but that the love of God permits it, and works out from its depths, blessing and spiritual enrichment unseen, and unthought of by you.
in one of george macdonald’s books occurs this fragment of conversation: “i wonder why God made me,” said mrs. faber bitterly. “i’m sure i don’t know what was the use of making me!”
“perhaps not much yet,” said dorothy, “but then He hasn’t done with you yet. He is making you now, and you are quarrelling with the process.”
if men would but believe that they are in process of creation, and consent to be made — let the Maker handle them as the potter the clay, yielding themselves in resplendent motion and submissive, hopeful action with the turning of His wheel — they would ere long find themselves able to welcome every pressure of that hand on them, even when it was felt in pain; and sometimes not only to believe but to recognize the divine end in view, the bringing of a son unto glory.
not a single shaft can hit,
till the God of love sees fit.
how large of a diamond will you produce? how much must be chipped away to make you shine? if it be all, God will have to produce His own weight of glory.

BEFORE ANYTHING,
THERE WAS GRACE
Grace that called us from what we were to what we could become, and even that was not of ourselves.
As the great John Newton once wrote:
'Twas grace that taught
my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved;
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Jesus, the Christ of God. "who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was given to us in Christ Jesus before time began, but has now been revealed by the appearing of our Savior Jesus Christ, who has abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the gospel" 2 tim 1:9-10
I am being convinced more and more each day how it's all about God. Jesus, on the cross, proclaimed: "It is finished" and it was, there and then. even our best works are merely filthy rags before His goodness and holiness.
Some of the most unlikely people will be with us there in paradise. Why? Because they believed. Not because of what they do. What are you trusting in? Your works or His grace? And for whatever gift did you have to work for?
Our works and merely because we love Him and desire to be like Him!
MORE THAN WE EVER IMAGINED
God has indeed blessed this ministry and project more than we ever imagined. What began in the heart of our founder (a simple chosen of God) has blossomed into more, much more than her eyes could envision then.
Some of our past (and mostly continuing endeavors) include our peach orchard project, our outreach to foreign nationals, regular scheduled prayer meetings, the building of several wells in diverse villages, the feedings and clothing we regularly do to many, the servicing if individual needs (too numerous to mention) and a multitude of other things done to glory Jesus and feed His sheep.
New endeavors include the writing of a daily which goes out to many via email. (You may request to be added by asking at lindajenni@gmail.com).
A rapidly growing of a prison ministry, ministering by email and various elements to encourage their growth and devotion to our Lord and Savior.
The point is, all it takes is one individual... the one who says, "Here am I Lord, send me!"
A SPECIAL MESSAGE
The birthing of a ministry of prayer
my mentor, paula rayburn, sat at her kitchen window one morning looking out at the most vacant lots surrounding her square block in alvarado. she could imagine homes built that would temporarily house abused women and children as they transitioned to a new life. she worked in community services and counseled many as they came and went (often without all the help they needed). she was a strong woman of God with a gift of discernment and operated heavily in the ministry of deliverance. (yes, deliverance is a ministry; one we all need a measure of on occasion.)
that was just a part of her ministry. she also felt led to do more, as though called to give her life for Jesus. she formed the ministry of prayer and obtained her authorization from the government, knowing it would take God's guidance alone to accomplish all in her heart. she officially received her tax-exempt notice in january of 1999.
she has since gone home to our Lord but family and friends continue the work she birthed by one woman's faith in a God of the impossible.
my testimony
unfortunately, i have been in and out of Jesus most of my life. if i had "stayed in", i would have definitely saved myself much heartache. i suppose it wasn't until 1982 that my lasting commitment began.
i have tried to live my personal witness but never really felt myself "called into ministry". it wasn't until 1999 when my dear friend paula was led to form the "Ministry of Prayer" -- and somehow she just kind of dragged me along. i didn't even consent to be on the board for several years -- even though i helped her in every way i could. i even helped her get her 501(c)3 to be officially recognized as tax exempt.
i have always been kind of a passenger on the bus instead of the driver. behind-the-scenes is where i feel most useful. i maintain her websites, do the newsletter, graphics and printing needs. i have been in the printing industry all my life.
if there are any rewards to be had for my portion, they certainly belong to paula. and if there is ever any glory, i gladly pass it all up to Jesus. every time i consider His most precious gift it overwhelms me and tears flow freely. paula has always said i was a worshiper.
my part
we have since done many wonderful things. as designated administrator of world outreach, i will only speak of my part and what i know for sure. our activities have mostly been in nigeria, kenya and in india. being a small ministry has not limited the scope of lives we touched, influenced and changed. after all, it only took one Jesus to change the whole world. it only took - THE Jesus. "therefore God, Your God has anointed You with the oil of gladness more than Your companions." psa 45:7b
we have built homes and churches for those desiring to reach the many lost in their own country. we have built wells for the thirsty and purchased food for the hungry. we have clothed many of the naked and comforted their grieving hearts. all this has been done to christian and muslim alike so the love of Christ would be revealed. and the little children, how He loves the little children and so do we.
the stories i could relate; stories of battles and victories against witchcraft and demonic activity as the muslims surrounding did all they could to extinguish us and the work. and now the whole world is waking up to those same spiritual forces. assuredly we battle not against flesh and blood but spiritual force in high places. as i look at the state os israel on the map i say, "but God, she is so small." but our God is enough!
conclusion
now as i look back at all our work i am honestly surprised God could use such a soul as me. He can use anyone, even you. our ministry work still continues in it's many works and now God has allowed this simple soul to reach out to a kind of ministry of her own; a prison ministry. "for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me." matt 25:35-36
how fitting that God would use my dwindling years to fill out the the assignment we all were given. it is now a race to see which comes first - the rapture or our long awaited reward; to see Jesus face to face.
have any of us ever stopped to consider how many lives our life touches? and what kind of affect it has had on them. there's so much i think i should have, could have and wished i had done different. so much could have been done better. but we must be as paul. "forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead" phil 3:13b we must all press ahead. as long as there is breath in my body, let it serve His purposes and His glory.
now before anyone tries to think i boast of myself let me make it plainly clear: we are saved by faith in the atoning blood of Jesus alone. it's possible to have no faith and no works. it's also possible to have works and no faith. but it's impossible to have true saving faith and no works. christianity is not about faith and works either. salvation begins with faith alone, but genuine christianity is about a faith that works. "which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." eph 2:10b
one of my frequent, fervent prayers is that God never be ashamed to be called my God. we are call christians because are supposed to be Christ-like. not just in the proper places at the proper times but at all times. i will forever strive to be called a christian and i pray i never cause shame to be cast on that precious name i an called by.
The lion sleeps tonight but He roars tomorrow.
A PRAYER -- O heavenly Father, touch and penetrate and shake and awaken the inmost depth and centre of my soul, that all that is within me may cry and call to you. Strike the flintly rock of my heart that the water of eternal life may spring up in it. Oh break open the gates of the great deep in my soul, that your light may shine in upon me, that I may enter into your Kingdom of light and love, and in your light see light.
William Law, 1686-1761

“I pray because I can’t help myself - I pray because the need flows out of me all the time, waking and sleeping. It doesn’t change God. It changes me.”
C.S. Lewis
“I have so much to do that I shall spend the first three hours in prayer.”
Martin Luther
“Don't worry about having the right words; worry more about having the right heart. It's not eloquence he seeks, just honesty.“
Max Lucado
“Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.“
Mother Teresa
“When a Christian shuns fellowship with other Christians, the devil smiles, When he stops studying the Bible, the devil laughs. When he stops praying, the devils shouts for joy.”
Corrie Ten Boom
“Every great movement of God can be traced to a kneeling figure.”
Dwight L. Moody
“Each time, before you intercede, be quiet first, and worship God in His glory. Think of what He can do, and how He delights to hear the prayers of His redeemed people. Think of your place and privilege in Christ, and expect great things!”
Andrew Murray
“It matters little what form of prayer we adopt or how many words we use. What matters is the faith which lays hold on God, knowing that He knows our needs before we even ask Him. That is what gives Christian prayer its boundless confidence and its joyous certainty.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
Saint Augustine
Waiting to See What God will Do.
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We were first introduced to Pastor Ezekiel Misati in 2016. They are located in Kisii, Mwamosioma Village in Kenya.
Through a series of communications with them, the Holy Spirit led us to believe they were a reliable ministry to aid with support. We lean on the Spirit to know what should happen in the future.
If you would like to help this ministry, contact information is below.
Ministry Phone Number: 682-228-0221
Mailing Address is:
Paula Rayburn Ministries
Attn: Debra Rayburne Stroud
PO Box 12
Alvarado, Texas 76009
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