WE STAND WITH ISRAEL!
feb 4, 2026 - this thing is from me
"this thing is from Me: 1 kings 12:24
“life’s disappointments are veiled love’s appointments.” a famous quote
my child, I have a message for you today; let Me whisper it in your ear, that it may gild with glory any storm clouds which may arise, and smooth the rough places upon which you may have to tread. it is short, only five words, but let them sink into your inmost soul; use them as a pillow upon which to rest your weary head. "this thing is from Me."
have you ever thought of it... that all that concerns you concerns Me too? for, “he that toucheth you, toucheth the apple of Mine eye.” zech 2:8 you are very precious in My sight. isa 43:4 therefore, it is My special delight to educate you.
I would have you learn when temptations assail you, and the “enemy comes in like a flood,” that this thing is from Me, that your weakness needs My might, and your safety lies in letting Me fight for you.
are you in difficult circumstances, surrounded by people who do not understand you, who never consult your taste, who put you in the background? this thing is from Me. I am the God of circumstances. thou camest not to thy place by accident, it is the very place God meant for thee.
have you not asked to be made humble? see then, I have placed you in the very school where this lesson is taught; your surroundings and companions are only working out My will.
are you in money difficulties? is it hard to make both ends meet? this thing is from Me, for I am your purse-bearer and would have you draw from and depend upon Me. My supplies are limitless. phil 4:19 I would have you prove My promises. let it not be said of you, “in this thing ye did not believe the Lord your God.” deut 1:32
are you passing through a night of sorrow? this thing is from Me. I am the Man of Sorrows and acquainted with grief. I have let earthly comforters fail you, that by turning to Me you may obtain everlasting consolation. 2 thess 2:16,17 Have you longed to do some great work for Me and instead have been laid aside on a bed of pain and weakness? this thing is from Me. I could not get your attention in your busy days and I want to teach you some of my deepest lessons. “they also serve who only stand and wait.” some of My greatest workers are those shut out from active service, that they may learn to wield the weapon of all—prayer.
this day I place in your hand this pot of holy oil. make use of it free, my child. let every circumstance that arises, every word that pains you, every interruption that would make you impatient, every revelation of your weakness be anointed with it. the sting will go as you learn to see Me in all things.
“’this is from Me,’ the Saviour said,
as bending low He kissed my brow,
’for One who loves you thus has led.
just rest in Me, be patient now,
your Father knows you have need of this,
tho’, why perchance you cannot see.
grieve not for things you’ve seemed to miss.
the thing I send is best for thee.’
“then, looking through my tears, i plead,
’dear Lord, forgive, i did not know,
’twill not be hard since Thou dost tread,
each path before me here below.
and for my good this thing must be,
His grace sufficient for each test.
so still i’ll sing, ”whatever be
God’s way for me is always best.“’”


MORE THAN WE EVER IMAGINED
God has indeed blessed this ministry and project more than we ever imagined. What began in the heart of our founder (a simple chosen of God) has blossomed into more, much more than her eyes could envision then.
Some of our past (and mostly continuing endeavors) include our peach orchard project, our outreach to foreign nationals, regular scheduled prayer meetings, the building of several wells in diverse villages, the feedings and clothing we regularly do to many, the servicing if individual needs (too numerous to mention) and a multitude of other things done to glory Jesus and feed His sheep.
New endeavors include the writing of a daily which goes out to many via email. (You may request to be added by asking at lindajenni@gmail.com).
A rapidly growing of a prison ministry, ministering by email and various elements to encourage their growth and devotion to our Lord and Savior.
The point is, all it takes is one individual... the one who says, "Here am I Lord, send me!"
A SPECIAL MESSAGE
The birthing of a ministry of prayer
my mentor, paula rayburn, sat at her kitchen window one morning looking out at the most vacant lots surrounding her square block in alvarado. she could imagine homes built that would temporarily house abused women and children as they transitioned to a new life. she worked in community services and counseled many as they came and went (often without all the help they needed). she was a strong woman of God with a gift of discernment and operated heavily in the ministry of deliverance. (yes, deliverance is a ministry; one we all need a measure of on occasion.)
that was just a part of her ministry. she also felt led to do more, as though called to give her life for Jesus. she formed the ministry of prayer and obtained her authorization from the government, knowing it would take God's guidance alone to accomplish all in her heart. she officially received her tax-exempt notice in january of 1999.
she has since gone home to our Lord but family and friends continue the work she birthed by one woman's faith in a God of the impossible.
my testimony
unfortunately, i have been in and out of Jesus most of my life. if i had "stayed in", i would have definitely saved myself much heartache. i suppose it wasn't until 1982 that my lasting commitment began.
i have tried to live my personal witness but never really felt myself "called into ministry". it wasn't until 1999 when my dear friend paula was led to form the "Ministry of Prayer" -- and somehow she just kind of dragged me along. i didn't even consent to be on the board for several years -- even though i helped her in every way i could. i even helped her get her 501(c)3 to be officially recognized as tax exempt.
i have always been kind of a passenger on the bus instead of the driver. behind-the-scenes is where i feel most useful. i maintain her websites, do the newsletter, graphics and printing needs. i have been in the printing industry all my life.
if there are any rewards to be had for my portion, they certainly belong to paula. and if there is ever any glory, i gladly pass it all up to Jesus. every time i consider His most precious gift it overwhelms me and tears flow freely. paula has always said i was a worshiper.
my part
we have since done many wonderful things. as designated administrator of world outreach, i will only speak of my part and what i know for sure. our activities have mostly been in nigeria, kenya and in india. being a small ministry has not limited the scope of lives we touched, influenced and changed. after all, it only took one Jesus to change the whole world. it only took - THE Jesus. "therefore God, Your God has anointed You with the oil of gladness more than Your companions." psa 45:7b
we have built homes and churches for those desiring to reach the many lost in their own country. we have built wells for the thirsty and purchased food for the hungry. we have clothed many of the naked and comforted their grieving hearts. all this has been done to christian and muslim alike so the love of Christ would be revealed. and the little children, how He loves the little children and so do we.
the stories i could relate; stories of battles and victories against witchcraft and demonic activity as the muslims surrounding did all they could to extinguish us and the work. and now the whole world is waking up to those same spiritual forces. assuredly we battle not against flesh and blood but spiritual force in high places. as i look at the state os israel on the map i say, "but God, she is so small." but our God is enough!
conclusion
now as i look back at all our work i am honestly surprised God could use such a soul as me. He can use anyone, even you. our ministry work still continues in it's many works and now God has allowed this simple soul to reach out to a kind of ministry of her own; a prison ministry. "for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me." matt 25:35-36
how fitting that God would use my dwindling years to fill out the the assignment we all were given. it is now a race to see which comes first - the rapture or our long awaited reward; to see Jesus face to face.
have any of us ever stopped to consider how many lives our life touches? and what kind of affect it has had on them. there's so much i think i should have, could have and wished i had done different. so much could have been done better. but we must be as paul. "forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead" phil 3:13b we must all press ahead. as long as there is breath in my body, let it serve His purposes and His glory.
now before anyone tries to think i boast of myself let me make it plainly clear: we are saved by faith in the atoning blood of Jesus alone. it's possible to have no faith and no works. it's also possible to have works and no faith. but it's impossible to have true saving faith and no works. christianity is not about faith and works either. salvation begins with faith alone, but genuine christianity is about a faith that works. "which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." eph 2:10b
one of my frequent, fervent prayers is that God never be ashamed to be called my God. we are call christians because are supposed to be Christ-like. not just in the proper places at the proper times but at all times. i will forever strive to be called a christian and i pray i never cause shame to be cast on that precious name i an called by.
A PRAYER -- O heavenly Father, touch and penetrate and shake and awaken the inmost depth and centre of my soul, that all that is within me may cry and call to you. Strike the flintly rock of my heart that the water of eternal life may spring up in it. Oh break open the gates of the great deep in my soul, that your light may shine in upon me, that I may enter into your Kingdom of light and love, and in your light see light.
William Law, 1686-1761

“I pray because I can’t help myself - I pray because the need flows out of me all the time, waking and sleeping. It doesn’t change God. It changes me.”
C.S. Lewis
“I have so much to do that I shall spend the first three hours in prayer.”
Martin Luther
“Don't worry about having the right words; worry more about having the right heart. It's not eloquence he seeks, just honesty.“
Max Lucado
“Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.“
Mother Teresa
“When a Christian shuns fellowship with other Christians, the devil smiles, When he stops studying the Bible, the devil laughs. When he stops praying, the devils shouts for joy.”
Corrie Ten Boom
“Every great movement of God can be traced to a kneeling figure.”
Dwight L. Moody
“Each time, before you intercede, be quiet first, and worship God in His glory. Think of what He can do, and how He delights to hear the prayers of His redeemed people. Think of your place and privilege in Christ, and expect great things!”
Andrew Murray
“It matters little what form of prayer we adopt or how many words we use. What matters is the faith which lays hold on God, knowing that He knows our needs before we even ask Him. That is what gives Christian prayer its boundless confidence and its joyous certainty.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
Saint Augustine
Waiting to See What God will Do.
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We were first introduced to Pastor Ezekiel Misati in 2016. They are located in Kisii, Mwamosioma Village in Kenya.
Through a series of communications with them, the Holy Spirit led us to believe they were a reliable ministry to aid with support. We lean on the Spirit to know what should happen in the future.
If you would like to help this ministry, contact information is below.
Ministry Phone Number: 682-228-0221
Mailing Address is:
Paula Rayburn Ministries
Attn: Debra Rayburne Stroud
PO Box 12
Alvarado, Texas 76009
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